Um Pastel de Nata

[Above photo: Promontorio do Sitio in Nazare, Portugal with the lighthouse at the far left, on top of the little stone fort. From there in April 2024 you could have seen, when storm-driven waves rushed from the Atlantic through the unusual deep canyon system, Sebastian Steudtner surf the face of a world-record 93.7 ft wave. ]

8 December 2024

The bus stopped at the roundabout in Condeixa, a couple of kilometers from the Roman ruins at Conimbriga, reportedly the most extensive and best-preserved on the Iberian Peninsula. As I was leaving the bus, I asked the driver which direction I should walk. He motioned me back on the bus, closed the door, and drove me to the entrance. And adamantly refused a tip.

Some days later, arriving at the central bus terminal in Lisbon, Sete Rios, I was making my way to the metro for my flight home. Suddenly, I realized I’d put my Kindle and glasses in the seat pouch in front of me and proceeded to have a 2 hour spirited conversation with my seatmate, a civil engineering professor from the University of Aveiro. Did you know that Portugal often has 3 or 4 days in a row when all its electricity is generated without hydrocarbons? Solar, wind, and hydro, in that order.

I rushed back into the large terminal to be greeted with many buses exactly the shape and color of mine. Where was #57? I asked a driver whose bus sign said “Lisboa” if he had just come from Nazare? Nope. Panic must have registered in my face because he said, “Jump on.” and shut the door behind me. “Don’t worry.” Then he drove the bus out of the station and into the yard where the buses are cleaned and fueled for their next trip. Asking the elderly attendant where #57 might be, the latter looked puzzled, shook his head, and then pointed. I hopped off, rushed to the indicated bus, and as I poked my head in the back door, the woman who was sweeping up smiled at me, handing me my Kindle and glasses.

These examples are representative of my experience over 17 days in Portugal. Polite, friendly, and helpful people abound. Beginning with my nephews, who generously drove south from their new home outside of Porto to meet me at the Lisbon airport. We spent the day walking around Lisbon, stayed in a nice hotel, and drove to Coimbra the next day. Coimbra is the site of Portugal’s oldest university, which is housed in a former royal palace, on top of a steep hill overlooking the Mondego River. I won’t bore you with a granular description; it is a splendid medieval town with tiny twisting lanes and students in black cloaks busking in groups. It was especially fun since Keith had looked at numerous houses there before purchasing their current one. He recalled the prices and the details of each place, which needed new electricity (all of them), which needed a new roof or new floors. Stone, it turns out, has a long half-life. And all the buildings and walls are made of stone.

Everywhere I went, which also included Guimeras, Porto, and Nazare, all the sidewalks are tiny polished cobblestones and the streets are their larger siblings. Everywhere I’d turn there was another 1000yo stone church, often as not covered in azulejos, the [blue] tiles which either illustrate a scene or are simply geometric, after their Moorish invaders artistic predilections.

Delicious pastry shops abound—coffee and a pastry in the late morning is a national pastime and I participated eagerly. My record was 3 pastel de natas in a day but I often had 2. Heavenly, especially if warm. A crispy phylo crust filled with a sweet, egg-yolk custard. Best I don’t learn how to make them.

I heard Fado, a haunting, longing café music several times. A Portuguese guitar sounds much like a mandolin, despite having a much greater size and corresponding volume. It is accompanied by one or two regular guitars, sometimes a stand-up base, and then a man or woman vocalist. When done well, it seizes you.

I walked 7-9 miles per day, everyday. It is more than it seems because all of the towns I visited were on steep hills.

The best, of course, was seeing my two nephews and their mother, my sister-in-law. They have moved from the US onto an estate of a couple of hectares outside Marco de Canaveses (cannabis) which they purchased for a song from a banker’s widow.

Zillions of fruit and nut trees, olive trees and camelias, 6 levels of terraced land which looks to a vineyard on the opposite hillside and down into a deep, heavily forested valley below. Gordy is something of a wizard with plants and has several tilled garden patches for vegetables and flowers. There is a beautiful 3 or 4 bedroom house, with two small 2 story stone houses from the 1820’s in good repair.  All in all, they seem happily settled after a year and without buyer’s remorse.

They’ve made friends with the neighbors, several of whom help—gardening, house cleaning, language tutoring, pasturing their sheep, etc.  My nephews had a large barbecue for them and relieved their neighbors’ fears that stereotypical rich, pushy Americans had moved into the area.

I especially liked Porto, which is ancient, bustling, and fascinating, large enough to hold my interest. If I moved to Portugal, and I don’t have plans to although I’ll certainly return to visit family and explore more, I could settle there.

The only part I did not like is one I’d encounter on any trip: eating supper alone. Sometimes I’d find another person who spoke English eating alone and we’d eat together. Mostly it was me in a restaurant full of couples. It was nice to watch them having fun, chatting; I just wanted to be doing the same. Somehow it isn’t bad when I am here, eating at home.

I’m reading Legacy of Violence: A history of the British Empire by Sue Elkins. It won a Pulitzer. And is a stunning recounting of the excesses of British Liberal Imperialism and the rationalizations for the same. Cloaked in humanism, it was patronizing at best, helping to bring along the “childlike” colonial subjects, often brown people but including the Irish, as well. “Legalized lawlessness”. The details are gruesome and the policies self-serving, whether massacring civilians, raping women and burning their homes, tying suspected “troublemakers” to cannons and detonating them, all in the name of ‘helping”.  Some stand out as exceptionally evil leaders.  Churchill was a product of the upper class and generally supported the racism and “necessary” violence.

I had always naively thought of the British Empire, when I thought of it at all, as a grand thing. Grand it was, in the sense of large: at its peak it governed 25% of the world’s land mass and people.  Leopold’s ruinous reign in Congo was possibly more brutal overall. But the self-delusion of the Brits, imagining that they were doing good in civilizing savage children, allowed them to use brutal coercion routinely.

Which brings us to our current situation. Which I can’t bear to think, let alone write, about. I suspect we’ll get through it. A lot of poor people are going to suffer, however, and a lot of rich people will get more wealthy. Such a strange tic, needing to increase a massive fortune.

Ashokan Farewell

[Above photo: An exquisite 1800’s church on Cape Breton Island. In a frightening and harsh wilderness, hope and community must have played an immense role in their survival.]

23 October 2024

The first boat directly from Scotland to Cape Breton Island in Nova Scotia landed in 1802, although settlers, both Scot and French, had trickled in earlier. The first settlers lived in stone piles with sod roofs and earth floors: damp, dark, and frigid in most seasons. It must have been very grim in Europe to choose to leave the known world, cross the North Atlantic in 4-6 months, and attempt to hew a living from this beautiful but cold and stoney island. Many of the Scots came from the Hebrides,  especially Barra and South Juist, so the terrain was familiar.  The Crown owned the land, so all crops and game belonged to the English royal family and the “nobility”, no matter who tilled the soil, snared the rabbits, or fished the rivers.

I just returned from a 9 day trip to Cape Breton with friends from the Bay Area. John is a gifted musician—fiddle, guitar, and mandolin—and a singer-songwriter. Check out “I like trucks” by Roy Zat (John Croizat) on YouTube and share it with a child—wonderful. Also, “I’m a salmon in the river”, which is also marvelous. We’ve known each other for 35+ years.

Celtic Colours is Cape Breton’s 10 day festival of Celtic and Acadian music and culture. This year was its 28th. Groups played in several locations around the island each night, with each evening including 3 or 4 acts. A youthful fiddling prodigy from Scotland, an electrifying group from Ireland, Acadians from Montreal, pipers, step-dancers, Jay Unger (Jewish from the S. Bronx—“I was saved by the High School of Music and Art”.) who wrote and played the theme music [Ashokan Farewell] for Ken Burns’ Civil War series, and on and on. 

John arranged a sweet house, a B&B, on a tree-lined street in Sidney as our base of operations. We mostly ate in, since eating out wasn’t special. We drove a part of the famed Cabot Trail (John Cabot, an explorer, discovered Newfoundland.), visited a re-creation of the history of the island with mostly original structures, and played non-competitive Bananagrams to settle ourselves after an evening of stimulating music. We took long walks and got a good sense of the place. And all of it at the peak of the colors—oaks, birch, maples, and others in brilliant hues in preparation for winter dormancy.

We met people from Florida and Vancouver, BC and Madison, Wisconsin. And many from Maine. Like any activity, it served as a filter, all being taken with the music and setting, so compatability was assured. I definitely want to return to explore more of Cape Breton, the rest of Nova Scotia, and PEI. Even Newfoundland sounds interesting. We got on well as a threesome.  I was touched that they would include me, as couples often don’t include singles, especially for an extended trip.

In the week we left Portland I also had lunch with my cadaver-mate from medical school and his wife, who live in California, talked on the telephone with a high school friend, and visited in Stonington with yet another friend from California who I’ve known for 55 years. They reminded me of all those I’ve don’t see since leaving California. I miss them.

On the other hand, the day before yesterday my daughter, a friend of hers, and I took her boat from Brooklin to the island (12 miles) to check on her 12 sheep.  They are wild and elusive, so we had to scour the island to find them. Storm, the 3 month old puppy, was beside herself with the freedom and smells. She was so excited by the sheep, she’d bark and chase them, early evidence of her Border Collie inheritance, I like to think.

The weather was an unseasonably t-shirt warm, the sky sparkling, and the water flat calm. After returning to Ari’s, Poki and I had a long, easy talk which reminded me just how much we’ve shared in our 47 years together.   I think that kind of closeness in an intimate relationship is over for me, since it was born of long, shared proximity. I really miss it.

My brother and his wife are bearing up with his multiple health challenges; the latter and their treatments would have felled most but they are fighting a good battle. If there is an omnipotent, benevolent god, s/he has strange priorities.

I asked a friend to turn in my 400 handwritten postcards to undecided voters in Georgia, encouraging them to vote. It is a scary time, in many ways, for our country. Our impulsive and reckless former President threatens much of what makes us great—obeying the rule of law, honesty, kindness, a capacity to govern for all by consensus, admitting mistakes, and basic decency. His list of criminal and moral offenses, well documented in the NY Times two days ago, is staggering.  The election is certainly spawning a huge field of inquiry into how we, as humans, are drawn to powerful autocrats, even when their actions clearly demonstrate that they won’t be working for our benefit. “The Apprentice”, now in your local theater, is well acted and shows the level of greed, dishonesty, vengeance, and general destructiveness at an earlier stage of The Donald’s career. I get why moths are drawn to flames; I don’t get how this crude, rambling being is charismatic for so many. Vote early. Don’t vote often, at least in this election.

Off to Portugal to see family for 3 weeks in 27 days.